some negative shit

is this where i crumble and fall?

OVERRRRR

IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER OMFG IT'S OVER

woohoohooo
okay nothing much i just submitted my 204 assignment that's all. now, now should i partayyyeeee? 'cause it's recess week woohoohoo

oh just now i got a free zinger burger at kfc because they got the order wrong omg small things like this make me happy. so i ate a zinger burger, a roasta burger, a piece of breast meat, cheese fries and YUMZ. SO MUCH CHICKEN. but i think i'm falling sick soon yesterday my throat was already burning but whatever life's like that you're supposed to fall sick now and then. DOWHATCHUWANTWHILEYOUCAN. okay actually no because i'm a coward :(

Home.

hot shower on a rainy day with a throbbing headache = heaven on earth
every week when i come back home i feel like i'm in bliss ahhhhhhhhhh my house is so comfortable

my mum can't tell stories or jokes or write articles people would just leave
she just told us tavia yeung got photographed in a car with someone so my sister and I were like oh then WHO's the someone then she went silent for one minute while my sister continued asking WHO'S THE SOMEONE then my mum was like oh tavia yeung got photographed in a car with a guy. and then we were like okay but WHO. then she went on to say that tavia yeung was in a car with a guy and they were 'misbehaving' yes she used the word 'misbehaving'. lolol so my sister was like omg mummy you don't have to use words like this we're not 5. then 2 minutes later my mum asked me how to spell tavia and that's the end of the story. i have no idea who she got photographed with thank you mummy.


why am I still on the Internet when my head is killing me

I'm a masochist

^^^^ elaborate next time

i need to sleep

home sweet home hearts

Realisation.

As blank as my expressions are, deep down inside I'm a bitter human being. It's a good thing that my emotions don't manifest themselves. If not I'll be walking around like >:(

oh wait

to-do list for myself

• Get myself a planner. Oh wait I have one. Okay not really that’s blank. I need to get one with dates and all that shit.
• Print my shit. Not literally.
• Read 201 because of reasons.
• Dig out my Chinese-English dictionary.
• Interview someone for quotes (204 assignment)…or not.
• アイウエオ、カキクケコ、サシスセソ
• Clothes. Back to the freaking hall.

Back to listening to happy songs to cheer myself up a little.


hohoho or maybe it's just because my blood's coming again oh what an ass
okay let me hide in a corner hide in a corner allie moss let me take your hand~we'll hide in a corner we'll hide till it's over till it's all over :'(

Pomelo or Orange?

If I ever give birth to anything I'll name it Orange I don't care if no one takes him/her seriously hohoho I can imagine the situation already

"Hi what's your name?"
"Orange"
pfftchchchchkkkkekekeke

Actually pomelo sounds better omg which one dilemma

There was once my sister and I were complaining about how our names were so common like commoners so we were talking about how we would name our children in future then I came out with these if I marry a fellow Ng:
Pineapple Ng Li
Rita Ng Li ta
Cucumber Ng Gwa

sigh how lame can I get

let's hope that I don't have children ever

hahahah shit imagine if I gave birth to orange or pomelo

WHAT IF THEY WERE TWINS

AND WERE BORN ON 1 JAN

AND THEY GO ON THE NEWS

THEN I'LL WRITE MY OWN ARTICLE AND IT'LL BE LIKE
Pomelo and Orange came out of Ms Ng's vagina on 12am, 1 January 2092

Physical Appearance

This week's 201 lecture was engaging and entertaining. I always found non-verbal communication to be much more intriguing than verbal, so I've already read about the things she mentioned, but it was still interesting to have an insight of what my schoolmates thought.

About physical appearance...does physical appearance matter to me? Yes, yes it does. I know I always stress that I'm not superficial so let me explain myself.

I am fascinated by beauty. I love facial features and I love noses. I don't know if we are predisposed to finding certain proportions attractive, or socialised into thinking that some things are more attractive than the others, but I do get attracted by some people more than the others. Sometimes there's this magical pull when you look at a certain someone and you feel a connection immediately, and it makes you question whether it's physiognomy. That's the initial drive that makes me want to talk to someone. But I wouldn't anyway because I'm me, so what's the point. So it only matters to me in a way in which I'll feel like talking to you. But yknow, feel like talking isn't really talking.

However, I don't base my judgements of a person on his or her physical appearance alone. There are some people who most find pretty/handsome, but I don't really feel the same. On the other hand there are some who objectively speaking, isn't really that pretty, but they are beautiful and irresistible to me. Maybe I've subconsciously taken their personalities into consideration.But then again, that might just be the way they portray themselves to a crowd so I normally decide whether I would want to know this person more after I really get to communicate with them on a personal basis. Having a good personality makes all the difference. My attraction for someone would instantly grow if they share my views and have certain qualities, even if they aren't physically appealing to me. I really think that their good inner qualities would manifest themselves physically and somehow they'll look beautiful to me suddenly and it's inexplicable. So...normally how would I know whether I'm attracted to someone? I know it when I feel the urge to chew on their faces and lick them all over. HAHAHA.

In conclusion, I don't think that attraction is based on physical appearance. It's a combination of factors. Physical appearance can only go as far as making me want to talk to you but not really talking so it doesn't matter just come and talk to me and be nice I love nice people hohoho.