about sharing

recently i realised that i lost my ability to share. you know those self intro ice breaking stuff you do during the first tutorial? i think i'd need to plan ahead and prepare a script for it or something. i was in a group setting a few days ago and i was required to share a unique thing about myself, and i realised that i couldn't think of any. normally in events like these i wouldn't even bother to think, but this time i was actually employing my mind trying very hard to come up with something...and i still couldn't. so...i wondered why i couldn't think of anything. and then i figured out why. it's probably because i don't share enough and so my brain doesn't recollect anything when i'm trying to. so here i am, trying to remind myself of the things i did when i was young(er). i think i have trust issues though, i can't seem to share anything to anybody. superficial things yes, but those honest feelings? no. deep deep down inside...ah never mind, it's acting up again. it's okay though, i shall try recollecting events first. so...what's so unique about myself? to be honest i have no unique qualities because liking music and playing guitar isn't unique but maybe they're just using the term unique loosely. seriously though, i do things that everyone does so what's so unique about me?! or let's not use the word unique. i shall try interesting...what's so interesting about me?! sadly i don't do many things out of the norm so i can't say that i climb mountains or communicate with monkeys...i just...use the internet a lot. oh gosh why am i so boring. hmm maybe...maybe i could say that i like to smell things, even if it's smelly i still feel compelled to do it. yup that's about it. ugh my self introduction would suck so much. i feel like i've got so much to do tomorrow so bye for now :(